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hope
Posted On 02/05/2009 23:00:31 by vernpaul
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As I sit gazing at the screen wondering if I am going to eat tomorrow, I can feel my fears slowly ebbing away like the high tide slipping through my toes on a summer day. How can I feel this good about myself. I have never been in this situation in my entire life. I have always had the means to take care of myself.
Now for the first time I have nothing. No food, no money, no nothing and yet my mind is thinking clearly and I feel nothing but hope. Hmm is it because I know that this insane stimulus plan will bring me lots of money within the month? hardly. I stopped believing in fairies long time ago. Then what is causing all the elation. Well, the only thing I can attribute the elation I feel is because despite all the sorrow that surrounds me, I have a strong prayer life now. I pray everyday like it is my last. I talk to my deceased father and then I talk to my Father. I believe because I do this, my sanity is intact even though I should be pulling out my hair, I know my Lord is close and he will take care of me. I have no doubts that something will come through. I think it has already come in the form of another business opportunity. My partner has been hard at work and I know his plans are good and true.
God is with us and he knows that we are suffering to make ends meet. So far in these troubled times he has taken care of me. I have no doubt the money that I need to stay here will come. I work hard each day and i know that something is around the corner. I know it will come because I am listening to my Lord. Listen and pray hard.
Tags: Hope And Prayer
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